Why do they even Bother keeping notes....seriously?!?!?!?!!
I have bad arthritis in my knees, a youth of major klutziness and major growth spurt (due to another idiot doctors major fuck-up, different story, different post) lately it's been getting Majorly fucking bad...to the point where I am in 24/7 agonizing pain...I can't sit, stand, lay down, can't walk...I can't even get up from my chair or the fucking toilet!!! It just HURTS!! And with the knees being so bad, it is putting my hips, shoulders, neck, arms and back all out of alignment and causes more pain. Most days I just want to die so I don't have to deal with the pain...but I have kids that I need to stick around for!!
Anyway...I FINALLY got in to see my "knee" doctor...it only took 3 1/2 months...quite a short wait really (how sad is that!!), so where was I?? Oh yeah, I Finally got in to see the doc, he sends me for xrays....just a quick trip to the hospital, get some pics done. This part I didn't mind as much. Then back to the office, another little wait in the over heated office. I finally get into the little room with the doc and what happens...he mumbles something about how there isn't much change in my xrays....well he kinda says something like that. Then he starts to go on about how I'm too young for any knee surgery (I'm 47, 48 in 5 days) so I need to wait till I'm in my late 60's...
Let me clear this part up, cause it's one of the parts that Really, REALLY fucking pisses me off!! Right now, like I said I can't do anything...it just HURTS!!
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